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13 August 2009 @ 12:11 pm

century zero: 001 TO 049 » flashcards
Tags : 3nrd mneumonic memorywords

03 August 2009 @ 06:40 pm

I can not afford to be working for my neighbor, besides he did not want me doing the skilled work, so house is not ready to rent. I borrowed a ladder for him and he did not use it for a week. When I returned it he had to rent one by the day. He never appologised, only complains about taking the ladder back. He has losts of money to waist on late returning rentals. He agreed to by me a garden hose in exchange for me giving him mine, then, at the cash-register he not pay anything, even for the roach spray and the cleaning supplies.

I can not get him to listen to me! In his car I explained gently clearly simply where to turn, and four times in a row he "misses" the turn. He relies on others' advice when mine is better, and since I quit, he calls daily (nightly at 11) to ask me if I am at home and say he wants to help (me?) (Rose?). Not likely. He wants to take us out to eat and is (almost) grieved that we eat at home. Not to take this too personally, he walked rose to a stool at the restaurant rather than have her wait in line with us. This is normal, in the sense that tormal people are selfcentered and inconsiderate. I manipulated: "Rose and I have no problem waiting in line, we can stay here all day" but if you want to go to a different restaurant..
To Rose, "He is an important man." "important man.." because I dislike, to be waiting in line.

Did I say about the bicycle ebing stolen? I called the police to report it, on Rose's suggestion. The nice lady was maybe going to transfer my cell call to non-emergency, but thanked her and left the line. When I found it I told my neighbor. That's my bicycle, stop the car. Stop. Stop. Stop. etc. I called 911 to report and invite them to the recovery of my "stolen vehicle". I never cussed out them before, but by the 3rd 911 call I was outrageous. I told the operator what I was doing, where, and that I did not care if they showed up or not. She called back twice but I was beyond being reasonable. I do think they responded to the thief that reported me. I cut the cable and recovered my bicycle before the police arrived and had me locked up again. These peolpe never get it right with me. The girls rob threaten extort etc me and I get arrested. I pay $5,000 to attornies and still no justice, even with a confession written by them, at the police station.

The helicopters are invasive, as only a right wing authoritarian government would do, and all night. I berated the police for stopping me on the sidewalk (attitude) and for assaulting me after a mentally deranged employee reported me for being on church ground (warning), where I go daily. But before the arrest over the telephone issue I was behaved. It seems that I was charge with "trying to run away". Impossible since I called them and was never detained untill I LVMPD agent Burns grabbed me, and then, while he was weird / frenzied / violent I passively submitted, without resistance. I did eight day thought the convicton carried 10. Last time I did about 20 days more than the judge ordered.

They say the opposite of the truth. Accusing Bill Clinton of dying his hair means Reagan was the one. Bush says "THey hate freedom." Means the republican conservative will do all they need to do to destroy our freedom. That includes the vestages of what our freedom used to be in this country. Without reservation, the Bill of Rights; most every African country, old and new, to include Egypt, Tanzania, Zambia that I am aware of.

The tools of oppression that I will mention are social and economic. Personal isolation, disruption of family support for young and old, rigidly structured beurocratic depersonalized top down exploitive capitalism, that demoralizes and otherwise causes ubiquitous anxiety.

Now this one is a question, because I do not understand. Isn't Marism a totaly money driven belief structure, and isn't ours that also. The military, wars, religon, church, politics, government, schools, education, health care, oil, cars, resorts, electricity, enviornmental degredation, institutinalized ghetos and subserviant employment. All a function of how the economy is being served. Did we not combine the worst of Marxis with the worst of what was capitalism? And to maintain this system for even a short time do we not need to expand our oppression incessantly, everywhere?

If the only benefit we are seeking is a standard of living, that is of consuming thing we do not want in the first place, and we are willing to expand the greated oppression ever, as a super expolitive colonial power. If we are willing to be at war with half of the world forever. If there is no turning back. If we lost our family, our towns, and our self rule. If despite the fact that with modern computerised technology we can produce ten time what we could 50 years ago. And you were willing to destroy your friend Sadam and his entire country Iran, to get cheap oil, but the cost is very high to oppress these people that "hate being free" so not much that they die to stay "free" from the machinations of Geoge Bush's oil economcs. It would seem that we would all truely have a very high standard of your hollow "standard of living" and great health to boot.

I went to UMC, did I tell you. The waiting time to get a bed in the hall, a prerequisit to seeing a doctor was, I think generally is, 7 hours. I went home, to sleep. The next morning I went to Nellis military facility. They found the likely source of internal bleeding and treated me successufully in an hour. Three time I went back to UMC and each time was told that I would have difficulties if I did not pay. Once they even gave me a bill for lik a third of a million. Then the did their standard review and disappeared the charges, since I never received any treatment, nor "saw a doctor" so that no adverse financiall records exist.

You see why I do not come here often. I have good things to say but I put out all this junk instead. I have a new site xnrd.110mb.com

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